Sparks of my life(:

25th Nov 2010

2010-11-25T00:06:00.001-08:00

to say that i am not sad is really me just lying through my teeth.

i dont think i have changed
i loved you so much
the chalet, the universal studios tickets, the house, everything.
i am sore because it was meant to be tomorrow and it all have to happen yesterday.
give me a chance and i will still say i love you, i love you very much.

i wished i could whisper in your ear and say- i love you dear. i miss you so much dear. and i was just waiting for you to call me dear and give me a light peck on my cheek. in addition to a warm hug that comforts me inside out, upside down.

once again, i love you. i wished you were mine. i will still pray for you that one day, you will return to my side. i am waiting for you my dear. i will. i love you.

15th June 2010

2010-06-15T06:29:00.000-07:00

and today marks the 8th day stay in sgh. goodness, a week have just passed and there is so many things i have not done. the only thing i have done well is, to lie in bed.

now it is all worse being isolated because i have never really slept alone before. not even in camps when we have to squeeze in the tents. now i have a huge room to yourself.

so i shall try to do a little something now, like watching my video. heheheh! BYE(:

5th June 2010

2010-06-04T19:02:00.000-07:00

YES I WENT FOR A ONE DAY TRIP TO JB WITH MY FAMILY!

its somewhere really near and like a half an hour drive from my house to finish malaysia customs. love the little talks going on on the car during that time spent together.

went to this family house for a lunch

the children there were really friendly and they are really cute

yes, my chicken is under that black thing!

here pushing the chicken out

here is the beggars chicken and some pork ribs nonsense
we simple have to hammer the mud out to get the chicken which is inside

wenyi me and mummy

here the fried rice, chicken that we almost finished and the pork ribs

the thing in the middle is not green apple but winter melon soup

dinner was at bibik's kitchen
sounds nyonya but not

otah fried rice

some chicken thing which is pretty nyonya

steamed stingray- i love that chilli

owy and mummy

me and dad

vegetables and toufu

chendol

ice kachang

of course everything in the middle is shopping as well as binding all my study materials. shopping at dunno where but its kind of fun! so here are some stuff that we bought:

apple vinegar

today's breakfast which is coffee cake and soya bean angel cake

this only cost RM4 each!

this is only for RM10

owy's shirt

my tshirt RM25

OWY's shirt for RM25

this is on her shirt! pretty cool!

food

and more food!

and here marks the end of my trip! ha! everything is so cool and i think its a joy to have friendly neighbour, malaysia! i cant wait to grocery shop there one day as well! hahahah(:

then again, i so thank the singapore government because those annoying smokers in singapore cant smoke anywhere they like! kudos to our government! and of course, i love the bustling city here. there is like so many people in such a small place and it kinds of really feel good because you always have people around you! hahahha.

but most importantly now, i am so not going to waste anymore time and money spent by my governement to subsidise me in my education so i am going to work hard and get good grades.. BYEBYE PEOPLE!

28th May 2010

2010-05-28T02:32:00.000-07:00

here's a long time sinc i have posted up some photos up and stuff. since i have done quite some things yesterday and today, shall post up an awesome post with pictures today!

this is something from the classroom

i think our new CSE teacher is kind of cool- there even a extent of lateness.
NUS FASS Open House

while it was drizzling a little, this abigial lim covered hersel as if she wearing some tudong huh!
went to find alot of course like history, sociology, social work, geography, political science and others like languages like malay korean japanese with abigial and syahril. went on to take alot of cupcakes and sweets. then thanks to abigial, we went for some tea ceremony where we got served one mochi and green tea. went to eat and also, went for some history quiz and even though we went in late, our team got second. heheh! (although i have to admit i didnt contribute much)

HERE'S A MESSAGE FROM TERRY TO ME

i found it quite funny though(:

YESTERDAY MORNING

had breakfast with dad at the tiong bahru market and i had prawn mee before going for my medical appointment. had a super long chat and its kind of a rare thing because with school and all the towering assignments, its like almost no time to do such things with your family. if i can make it home for dinner on time, i'd be really glad!

VISIT TO THE TEMPLE

heres the buddha

holy water

this is the lights that are almost everywhere

and look at the amount of people queuing up for the 3 steps 1 bow ceremony

and look how squeezy is that little lane down there

and look theres even a charity place here

another godly figure

TODAY- SSC

yes, today we went for lunch at SSC and this is wenyi's jap stuff

carrot cake

went on to look at the little hamsters at the pet shop

went there for a little walk while dad and mum were paying for some stuff at giant

this little fat one eating away

i love the way it nibbles

tortoise

so lovely that they were cuddling together

thereafter on our way to AMK to buy vacuum cleaner and some household items

and heres dad watching video while driving- as usual

and owy is so engrossed in playing with my i touch

and it is kind of good and bad. i love the holiday, i love the fact that i am not involved in the pre u seminar. simply, i live that fact that i will be out of contact with YJ for awhile! hahah. then again, just got some bad news from nicole.

Dear Nicole,

dont worry i prayed for you. i attempted to say it in mandarin and english. just in case the god understood wrongly, they would probably understand through the english version, i hope. and yes, i really hope that you can go into somewhere you like and some place which really belongs to you. i am so waiting for the day you are off and i will meet you again soon okay. i want to eat prata. eat with me k. hang on and love ya!

HAPPY LOVELY VESAK DAY(:

23 May 2010

2010-05-23T01:04:00.000-07:00

after a super long week for me, its finally weekends(: but then again, its going to end in less than 8 hours time. which also marks a new week, more homework and time that is closer to the A levels.

i went to the NUS FASS open house yesterday and i pretty much hope that i can get into that and major in sociology. history is alright with political science too but i think i would like sociology more, i hope. and that would mean i have to work so hard to get ABBC to get in with B for GP. good gracious me, it is not even within my reach yet! went with abigial and syahril. we took part in some history quiz which abigial was so interested in and came in 2nd! heheh although i didnt contribute much(:

grandma house was cool as well with uncle coming back. talked so much about some thinking matters which makes me really happy. makes me sound a little more knowledgeable. and everything is piling up now. and that everything obvoiously is my homework.

plagued with running nose is definitely not helpful in anyway. i wonder whos that person who infected me with with this irritating virus):

16th May 2010

2010-05-15T19:37:00.000-07:00

finally its the weekend again but yet i have so many things to complete and to prepare for. before i start nagging, here are some photos for the interhouse bowling competition.

comilili

zhixin

natalie

natalie

zhixin

sophie

abigial! i simple love her poses

zhixin again when she really threw the ball because shes really tired.hahah!

alright. here all the complains and all the nonsense that i am going to start off with:

i super hate guys when you think you are getting my attention but i am not. please do not try to act cute in front of me because that simply makes me puke. that of course includes fat ones, without a need to say.
i am really happy because stats test is postponed to this coming week. you have no idea when i started hating the subject called mathematics and how much i really want to get rid of it. as much as i wanted to study economics, i guess i have to aim something else now that i know maths does include maths.
went to national library with abigial yesterday. saw chunkit and charles ask well. i am super amazed at how she is always wiling to help me in my studies and IS. i probably wouldnt be so noble. thanks dear(:
GP block test was horrible because i think i wrote only on the singapore aspect. how i wished ms diana didnt go through that question and let me live in my world of self denial.
i dont like it when people deny me of food. i get really impatient and irritated. thats the only destress action that i subscribe to.
i finally made sheperd's pie for myself. really happy most people appreciated after tasting and it wasnt that bad afterall, after not baking for like ten thousand years.. couldnt find it anywhere in the supermarkets or shopping centres. whats the world becoming to? how can they not sell such a delicacy?!
i really need to sleep more.

going to continue to study. i hope i will post more too(: tata people!

11th May 2010

2010-05-11T07:12:00.000-07:00

I THINK THEREFORE I AM SINGLE

yes, thats pretty true. abigial caught it first and say i am not fit to say this because i dont have a brain to start off with. i am smart okay! anyway, girls, you got to admit its true(:

GP class today is fun. except with that extra imput. yeqin was reading his notes from his friends when i snatched it over simply because i was kind of bored. there are so many weird quotes out there about feminism. i am sure im going to find some anti-males quotes soon! one of it goes- when you find a woman, dont forget the whip. horrible heartless men out there.

yes, and abigial have to tempt me with laksa again when i cant eat. came home and slacked. and yes, i am getting irritated by my grandmother as the day passes. so many things in such a short time. maybe its she getting older. maybe i am getting more short tempered.

this is dedicated to fatlicia and terry- I AM NOT GOING FOR MATHS LESSON TOMORROW. SMILES(:

9th May 2010

2010-05-09T03:05:00.001-07:00

มาถึงจุดที่ฉันรู้สึกไม่ชอบพูดถึงอีกต่อไป แต่เป็นวิธีเดียวที่ฉันสามารถสื่อสารกับคุณ ผมพลาดครั้งที่

anyway, HAPPY MAMA'S DAY to all those lovely mums out there!

5th May 2010

2010-05-05T06:04:00.000-07:00

i need to study hard.

i need my As.

3rd May 2010

2010-05-03T05:03:00.000-07:00

received some bad news yesterday. life seems so short so painful. but ive got to thank so many people around me. so many.

thank you all the wonderful teachers of PHS. i am glad and thankful i made the right choice of my life. even after i graudate thank you so much for being by my side and pulling me up in times of need. i heard all your care and concern. i am grateful.

my dear friends who do hear me, encourage me and stand by me, i appreciate you. i love you. there's really little on my list but youre etched in my mind. i hope you are leading a healthy and good life. come to me, ill help you if you need someone. ill be there(:

my family members, no words can express all those love and thankfulness. the only thing i have to say- i am happy i am born into this family. thank god.

my dear zheng xuan, you led a good life, you were so outgoing, simply lovely and likeable. love you, and i miss you. although we are not super close, you are remembered. may there be peace in you.

1st May 2010

2010-04-30T22:24:00.000-07:00

this awesome picture drawn by joshua yeo should tell you how bored lessons, especially maths lessons can be. right. this is my first week in school and to summarise i would say its bearable and good! i super enjoy copying my own notes and getting in touch with lectures all over again!

monday was alright. first day in school and i was still a little blur about everything that was going on around me. super tired because i have not really trained myself to stay out and sitting up for so long. right leg was a little uncomfortable.

tuesday was an off day because i had my medical appointment. got an apple from sgh which i am really proud of. blood test was fine and i probably am not anaemic. decided to go home because there is not alot of useful lessons in school anyway. alot of breaks on tuesday so i went home and died in bed until around 5. yes i slept from 1 plus to 5. thats how tired i am.

wednesday was another doctors appt with the general surgeon at sgh. i got to go or a scope this coming thursday and scan this friday. a little afraid now. i was never so scared before. goodness. i was not even a little scared for my operation. no idea why but this idea of going for a scope really took my soul away on wednesday. went back to school and had lessons which was not really super beneficial anway. hahh! but i went for some MOE dialogue session for economics. yes i gave my 2 cents worth so i hope they'll amend the stuf according to our suggestions. came back and revised as usual.

thursday was a long day but thank goodness i do not have to sit for the test. somehow it was bearable and i quite enjoy it anyway. came home after the lessons ended and had a rest. went out to market to meet nicole and had a super cool talk. hope you and g will last dear! i cant wait to finish A levels and find one too! hahahhahha! i am so going to meet up to look at his face one day k!

went to school early on friday for consultation with ms ng and i think thats pretty useful though! dad sent me to school. after school i went to eat laksa cheng tng and popiah with abigial! and bought my mothers bday present-underwear. abigial lim was complaining all the way about how embarrasing it would be to be caught in some undergarment shop with me! but i had super fun time though!

HAPPY 49TH BIRTHDAY MUMMY

i hope its an awesome 49th birthday for you before you turn 50! hahahah!

owy and i got trackpants and panties for her! i hope it fits you well and you like it. most importantly, i hope she'll enjoy the litle celebration for her later!

grandma specially cooked this mee for her

and i love this most! grandma cooked her awesome apple water for us!

going to finish some of my homework now before i die tomorrow and on monday(:

24th Apr 2010

2010-04-20T01:55:00.001-07:00

after all the laziness of uploading photos, here i am back again!

POP for PHS 2010( which i owed for a long time )

janet me rachel weili

combined UG POP

Dad me and grandma went to the marina bay sands area to take a walk:
the background is marina bay sands

and this is the common infrastructure around the esplanade area

after which, went to walk a super long distance under the hot scorching sun back to marina square. and for those of you who think its really short, please remember i just went through a op. yes, its a horrible journey. lunched at marina square before finding the MRT home. cant stand those working people on the MRT. my goodness, my grandma is so old and they just pretended they did not see anything and just continue to sit around. selfish people. and when i started to feel unwell, no one bothered to give up the seat as well. then i fainted. all i knew was dad pulled me out of the train at bishan. thank god for the awesome help of the train masters and employees of bishan MRT. came home and rested.

went for the PHS 45th anniversary concert yesterday but i shall not upload because i hope i can get a nicer catch of the performance today then upload it. all i could say was, good effort(:

clement is sick and in hospital now so im meeting franco to visit him before going to the conert. Shall prepare some stuff now, so byebye!

20th Apr 2010

2010-04-20T01:55:00.000-07:00

my dad asked me to post this:

ANYONE SELLING A second hand I TOUCH?

rights. life is mundane but this is the last week before i have to start school again which is going to kill me. catching up with school work will kill me but i think more importantly, IS and all the econs and maths is going to keep me bored and tortured.

i shall end my mundane post here.

14th Apr 2010

2010-04-14T07:56:00.001-07:00

TODAY IS A GOOD DAY(:

i am glad i talked to orange. that definitely made my day. KKH with dad in the morning. went the wrong way and we had to pay for the extra COE. i think we paid a total of $7 for COE. cant imagine those people who go through that route everyday. that could probably buy me almost 4 plates of $1.80 chicken rice. cant imagine we spent loads of time trying how to use wireless@sg with the i touch. i swear it drove me crazy. long story but at least it was a fruitful session with Dr Ng.

rushed down to the polyclinic next. feel happy because i managed to help someone with a badly hurt eye to get a cab to A&E. maybe i'll get 1 point for this good deed huh. and yes, waited for super long to get my dressing done. i hope its alright because its both painful and itchy at the same time which is torturous. after which got to the interchange to get some clothes for my i touch(: its yellow!

studied history AGAIN in the afternoon and now all the facts about algeria is stuck in my head but i know, its going to be gone soon. and the most important thing is- i packed my notes today. as much as i lost quite some notes which i am really sad about, i think its a great deal of courage to simply get me going to pack the stacks for nonsense. cant wait for A levels to end and not read them anymore. wait. maybe i'll still touch history(: definitely not maths.

well, other than all these, i did my usual chore- watching tv. i know when i get back to school i would probably be so tired and laden with homework, tutorials, assignment, is, essays and all those rubbish. so i guess i better enjoy a little more now. heheh.

and i know this is a lengthy post because i just want to continue staying in this air-conditioned room because you dont want to experience the oven-like temperature outside this room. and since i am pretty bored and tired, i just want to type alot of nonsense. it makes me happy.

and before i sleep, i need my comfort food- milo. goodnight earthilings(:

12 Apr 2010

2010-04-12T05:28:00.000-07:00

I JUST GOT A I POD TOUCH(:

rights. this is very sudden heh! yes, initially all i wanted is some electronic dictionary but well, since its so expensive and almost the same price as a i touch i might as well get this! after doing my physio and dressing, dad drove me to get it so- THANKS DAD!(:

i am currently watching this show from channel 8 about the divorced woman and stuff. got me thinking - what's love.

9th Apr 2010

2010-04-09T04:38:00.000-07:00

I AM WAITING

i am waiting for mr lim to reply my cse IS stuff.
i am waiting to go back to school to listen to all those lectures which i dearly miss
i am waiting for my back to recover and stop itching
i am waiting to finish my A levels and have no more relations with YJ
i am waiting to eat my ba ku teh in grandma's house tomorrow
i am waiting for ___________________________

8th Apr 2010

2010-04-07T19:57:00.000-07:00

this is exactly whats running through my head now. IS is driving me nuts. sino-EU relations, tibet issue. i am just finding information, information and more information. how did i even come up with this question is what i am questioning myself now.

i need some divine help now. or perhaps, i should do i have done the past few days, HISTORY(:

5th Apr 2010

2010-04-05T05:27:00.000-07:00

this is exactly what i am feeling now- vexed

i am not in the perfect mood. perhaps its because i am having my period now. i am just not feeling right. watching the show on channel 8 now which is talking about single parent which does not help at all. all i can say is- i love history. the fact that i studied history today made my day.

4th April 2010

2010-04-03T23:02:00.000-07:00

hi world

its a few days since i have really attempted to blog because there's simply nothing in my life to tell you guys about. everyday is a routine of reading notes, reading newspapers, watching news and sleeping. that's all.

this totally tell us of the weather in the world now:

monkey begging humans for water

the nice people feeding them

someone brought this home and this is what happened

attemped to drink more water

and swim inside it as well

i can totally understand the heat they are going through. its hot, hot and hot. not only the weather, also my temperature from the wound and stuff. omg, the heat causes my wound to itch so badly, i dont even know what to do- to scratch or not to. luckily im home most of the time which means im under shelter. thank goodness.

owy hosted this japanese girl called Erika. Pretty well versed in english and the good thing is owy can communicate with her in japanese as well. i think she pretty click with us because she's a good eater! my family is a typical food lover family and we probably live to eat. she's probably reaching narita airport soon and since i don think i will see her again, here's to wishing her all the best in everything she does(:

brought her for dinner at this thai restaurant in chong pang :

our drinks

honey fish

pineapple rice

dong fen

claypot toufu

tomyam soup

vegetables

shrimp paste chicken

and we sent her off today around 5 plus in the airport. i managed to wake up. of course, i came back and slept more. i sleep for long hours now given the revoery process plus my cough and flu. i cant wait to be normal and do exercises again.

happy yet sad. received something special. as much as it came with good intentions, i somehow seem to dread receiving this. my mind is totally blur and in a whirl right now so, off to do some maths. ARGH BYEBYE!

29th Mar 2010

2010-03-29T03:16:00.000-07:00

here i am again after much procrastination.

love yesterday because dad allowed me to go for enrolment service. lovely days in PHS i would remember. lovely friends, lovely teachers and lovely school. let me reiterate again. never to come to my jc.

MORNING

went to the polyclinic to change my dressing. got pretty angry because some beebee person didnt book a appt for me when she claim she did and therefore wasted lots of my time. lucky i went to check and there's this lovely lady in charge of payment who helped me. and worse of all, that beebee person didnt even do my dressing well the last time.

AFTERNOON

adelene tan came and gave me a wonderful maths class. the only reason why i lasted was because it was adelene. imagine if it was my maths tutor, i'll probably die. revised on complex number which have killed my brain till this moment.

aunty came as well to visit me. they gave me a lovely card and i knew it was my cousin's work for the awesome handwriting. i wished i had that handwriting. and no teacher would complain about them anymore.

EVENING

here i am slacking away and waiting for my 7pm show. time seem to pass super slowly now. my head is killing me in addition to the dizzy spells and back uncomfort. oh my goodness

CONCLUSION:

MATHS + BACK PAIN + DIZZY= TODAY = TORTURE

26th Mar 2010

2010-03-26T01:06:00.000-07:00

I AM ROTTING AT HOME YET AGAIN

woke up to go to polyclinic to change my dressing. as usual people stare at me because i was sitting on a wheelchair. one thing left me puzzled was- why cant the young use wheelchair?! omg, all the cleaners and people that attended to me looked at my leg and start asking hey what happened to your leg:/

meihui adelene clarissa berlinda came to cisit me at home which made me really happy. adds a little more to the mundane life at home.

continue to pray and hope that i can go for enrolment okay(:

TATA people!

24th Mar 2010

2010-03-24T05:19:00.000-07:00

THIS IS HOW I SPENT MY LIFE TODAY

with loads of thanks to my awesome aunty who lent me this book to eradicate all the boredom in hospital. thank you(:

its another morning but a much much happier one because i woke up at home. i must say- good day. everything was a little more different with everyone in school and i at home. and most importantly, dad let me sleep on his bed with mum. that was really comfortable. cool!

One thing caught my attention. it was written by dan clark named practical application:

he's teaching her arithmetic

he said it was his mission

he kissed her once and twice and said

"now this is addition"

and as he added smack by smack

in silent satisfaction,

he sweetly kisses back and said

"now that's subtraction"

then he kissed her, and she kissed him

without an explanation

and both together smiled and said

"that's multiplication"

then dad appeared upon the scene

and made a quick decision

he kicked that kid three blocks away and said

"that's long division"

i think other than a quick read on my maths notes, this is something of maths that really interest me. cant wait to show ms ng. i actually did something maths related WILLINGLY. that's the word- WILLINGLY.

of course i did a little reading for econs and maths. i kind of realise that i am falling behind in econs and im not really catching up especially on macroeconomics. i love micro though.

shall stop here and rest. fever for ytd and today. i hope i GET WELL SOON(:

23 March 2010

2010-03-23T06:07:00.000-07:00

i am finally back and thanks people, i am fine.

WEDNESDAY
went into sgh and prepared for for operation with some blood test and stuff. got to talk to some aunty and made me feel relaxed. i had no worries, yet excited for the operationa actually. hahah! i was still jumpy and stuff. omg, there's thes doctor which poked the needle in and out and in and out over and over and over again to try to get some blood out from me.

THURSDAY
operation day. mum, dad and owy came to talk to me around 6 plus in the morning before i was wheeled in for my operation. i have to say this, technology is cool. the operation bed is so cool with loads of functions. i happily jumped into it and attempted to fiddle with some buttons. of course, dad and mum looked so worried and sad. they kept asking and confiming my operation and my details before pushing me into the real operation theatre. there were so many people there but most were really old- at least thrice my age. all i did was to look around and finding out what was happening. anesthetist was cool. he was super funny and after waiting for a while, i was put on anesthetic somehow and i didnt know. slept.
i opened my eyes to the call of my name around 6pm. heard dad and owy standing by me. i was in high dependency ward then. i could only roughly see a very blurred image. luckily for me, i didnt vomit or stuff. lips were so dry, everything was peeling off. i was glad huiling franco lillian and bryan came. sorry dear, i tried my best but it was really painful to speak, really appreciate it. totally love you guys!

FRIDAY-SUNDAY
day by day living on morphine and without food. omg. 72 without food was horrible. but was bearable. 2.5 days in HDU and then back to some normal ward. it was tremendous improvement daily with the help of the nurses. managed to sit up a little and saw my relatives and huiling and lillian once again(:

MONDAY
learned to walk and the stay in hospital was really horrible. i cant stand the monotonous life there. no homework no nothing to do. all i do is to slack. i cried

TUESDAY
got permission for discharge and was on early discharge. went for physio and fainted with BP 80/40. rested a while and came home.

THANK YOU ALL WHO ASK AND CARED FOR ME. IT IS REALLY TRUE WHEN MY PARENTS SAY- WHEN YOU ARE SICK YOU KNOW WHO'S YOUR TRUE FRIENDS. thank you thank you. peiling,weiling, huiling and lillian, you are those that really impressed me. thank you thank you. love you much.

of course, with special dedication to my direct family members, who went there DAILY. it was really tough but thank you. i really appreciate it(:

8th Mar 2010

2010-03-07T22:53:00.000-08:00

A little change of the heart

A little light in the dark

A little hope that you might find your way up out of here

cause you've been hiding for days,

wasted and wasting away

but I got a little hope today you'll face your fears

yeah I know its not easy,

I know that its hard

follow the lights to the city

get up and go,

take a chance and be stronger

you could spend your whole life holding on

dont look back just go,

take a breath, move along

or you could spend your whole life holding on

you could spend your whole life holding on

Believe the tunnel can end,

believe your body can mend

yeah I know you can make it through,

cause I believe in you

So lets go put up a fight,

lets go make everything all right

go on and take a shot,

go give it all youve got

oh yeah I know its not easy,

I know that its hard

No, its not always pretty

get up and go,

take a chance and be strong

or you could spend your whole life holding on

dont look back just go,

take a breath, move along

or you could spend your whole life holding on

you could spend your whole life holding on

Dont wanna wake up to the telephone ring

"are you sitting down?

I need to tell you something"

enough is enough;

you can stop waiting to breathe

and dont wait up for me

dont you spend your whole life holding on

yeah yeah

its so much assignments and commitments that are hanging me right up to my neck now. no time to put pictures, sorry dears as i would probably spend the time sleeping. i am really amazed at this song because it kinds of motivates me and thanks abigial, its her awesome recommendation.

on top of all, the A level results this year is tremendously horrid which totally makes me stressed as well. i am lying here on mum's bed trying to read hard on economics. it totally does not help with the pain on my shoulders.

28th Feb 2010

2010-02-28T00:39:00.000-08:00

yes, sorry for the long rest. i am finally back. actually i was not resting but was really busy with school stuff this whole week. oh my gosh, test after test after tests... tired and dead.

makes my blood boil more especially after the ugly ng said something. i shall be gracious and not post anything unruly and violent here to make myself look good and not pollute my blog with her name.

yesterday was CVD and here's some updates:

posters

17th Feb 2010

2010-02-17T04:21:00.000-08:00

oh my goodness! i thought today is going to be a fruitful day by not going to school but probably not after the day is coming to an end. i attempted to study but not very well done. haha. read some econs stuff super slowly to spend my time. now i found a reason to go to school- to spend my time. maybe its just me. i need to get something to do and not just simply sitting around and slacking away.

watched the 7pm show and this struck me:

真相是残酷的
为什么那么多人相知到真相呢？
不知道真相，
日子会好古一点。。

a short post and i shall go and iron the clothes!(:

16th Feb 2010

2010-02-16T04:35:00.000-08:00

yes people, this is the universal studio for you all!

dad queue-ed up for us when we were in school. it was an awesome surprise for me though!(: looks super like the hong kong disneyland. lots of photo but i really had no time and no mood to put all because its SUPER TIRING! i hope this gives you a little peek and preview on how the place looks like. shall not describe because that would probably take me three days and three nights. haha!

not going to school tomorrow because of my medical appt. heard that sch's going to be released early, oh wasted! oh well. but i am waiting for my next holiday(:

16th Feb 2010

2010-02-16T04:09:00.000-08:00

reunion dinner at mayim

temple to give thanks

god of fortune

dad- looking at his prospect for this year

went pass iluma and took this photo

look like im getting married with owy right?!

ON THE DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR!

HAPPY BLESSED CNY 2010 FOLKS!(:

grandma

darren

owy

grandma at the temple- ever so sincere

this is cool

i thought this was a nice shot

i never noticed this till this year!

we were trying to get this photo right, but to no avail

this is new and cool- well!
owy playing with it too!

omg, this is going to be a short post because im gonna update with another post of the activities on the second day! my head is kiling me now so i am trying to get a little rest before starting to post again! byebye people!

9th Feb 2010

2010-02-09T05:04:00.000-08:00

this is all thats in my mind now.

i have to rush to the canteen everytime when there is a break simply because i am so worried i have no place to sit to eat my butter rice and wanton soup. the j1s i swear are one big lot. i love the times when we didnt really have to queue and have the canteen to ourselves.
heh, chinrong brought up a super awesome point. when you study, you must be kiasu. very very true. i remember i keep trying to borrow notes from adelene tan and other people from other school just to try to get a LITTLE more imformation, and try to be a LITTLE smarter than the rest. its really like what i study in CSE, guanxi. maybe the reason why i am not doing well is because i am not as kiasu as last time.
i want a place to sit. everytime i am in some public transport, be it mrt or bus, i die also want to find some seat. oh dear, yes, i do sound like some old person but then again, i am a nice girl who let the old people sit okay!

i am so happy today because i have no assignments that i need to rush today. this is like some rare day that comes once in a weird moon. no maths, no cse, no econs. the only thing i needed to do was to do a LITTLE revision. and therefore, i have this little spare time to start blogging in this boring and treacherous weekday.

note that i have been using super simple words often because my brians are totally fried and comtaminated by all the vectors and the deadlines which i have to meet.

i shall continue to pray for more peace. no more politics, no more disagreements, please!

7th Feb 2010

2010-02-06T20:18:00.000-08:00

hi here's a quick post afor my updates before i go for my piano lesson and prepare for cny stuff:

FRIDAY- PTC for J1s

me and asther preparing for duty

me and joshua at yss

joshua trying to be funny

weirdo, AGAIN

yesterday clison's birthday party:

aunty

cliff and michelle

clison maricel maki

all these lovely things are done by michelle's sister(:

the well decorated house
i want to have a party like this too! hahah

lovely welcome!

i am amazed at the effort they put in!

clison with his balloon!

he looks cool in his korean suit

the lovely cake

cutting the cake

look at his unhappy face with the cream on him. hahah!

look at the thermomether he chose

DOCTOR CLISON OF THE NEAR FUTURE

his innocent blur face
he is more lovely after he slept but since we have to go home soon, i seriously hope i can play with him soon. school is going to start AGAIN tomorrow and its simply dready.

School is like a prison

We can’t leave,

School is like an island

We are all trapped,

School is like a pie

It is good at first until you reach the crust,

School is like a toilet

It is full of germs,

School is like a salad

You have to put something on it to make it better,

School is like a stupid cat

It never dies,

School is like a garbage truck

It smells,

it’s big and you can here it from a mile away,

School is like a baby

It always needs your attention,

School is like a shark

it just keeps chasing,

School is like going to jail

You never want to go back

4th Feb 2010

2010-02-04T05:24:00.000-08:00

hahah! although this is not a friday, but its going to be one in a few hours' time! yeah! perhaps, its because of my super hectic schedule on thursday that i am so appreciating the timetable for friday. cant wait for tomorrow to end and so i can appreciate my weekends!

today was a horrible day in school. got so much nonsense. started the day with a boring moneysense talk. alright. actually it was really nice but i think i was simply tired so i slept. GP i was half dead. SINCE I WAS RELEASED LATE, I HAD TO RUN UP TO MATHS CLASS BUT OH WELL, WE GOT LOCKED OUT. since i was pissed enough, i stayed pretty unhappy in class. then was the dumb new teacher who totally got on my raw nerve in k3-03. i feel like telling her, i am in YJ longer than she is and i would probably understand the system better too. ugly woman! and the rest were pretty okay and bearable...

dinner with franco at long john(: i am so so so happy and thankful for a friend like him! thanks for the company. i really needed that(: Huiling, not forgetting you who always entertain me on the way to school too!(:

and i shall be off to do my essay and complete my maths assignments. i hope i blog again soon!

BYEBYE people!

31st Jan 2010

2010-01-30T22:35:00.000-08:00

something caught my mind just now. yes, its going to be that monday all over again and all that torture all over again. i am going back to school and laugh and do all the nonsense all over again. i am going to be stuffed with homework all over again and most importantly, i will be a grumpy and horrible woman once again. no idea why but i really wanted to read the bible today and i just wanted to read the daily bread today.

as usual morning was pilates and i decided to read 'our daily bread'. here it goes:

Perhaps you work in a setting where God is not acknowledged, faith is mocked, and godless living is applauded. Maybe you feel that you are going into “a very dark place.”

Why not be a light (Eph. 5:8)—through your smiles, kind words and deeds, and diligent work. Ask God to bring opportunities to share the good news of Jesus Christ. You may be the only light a co-worker sees today.

God put us in this darkened world to shine as sons of light.

So, help us, Lord, to spread Your WordAnd keep our witness bright.

yes i am no a christian but it touched me. i feel that little amount of strength in me now that i have this sudden passion to start revision and to blog about somethings now. but still, i hope to live in that fairyland where all are just fairies and nice people. helpful and kind people. i hate all the fighting and all the backstabbing that happens now.

LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOUR AS YOURSELF!(:

29th Jan 2010

2010-01-29T04:34:00.000-08:00

today is a good day because today is FRIDAY! yeah, that means, no more YJ for 2 days(: school is a ultimate bore and i am dying in that environment. i swear i clapped my hands and did nothing else because thats the only thing i can do after a whole day of hardwork. oh my goodness, my brain was totally dead and clapping was the only non-brainy action that i can do.

school today was still bearable and things were not as bad as i though. at least, i still managed to go through this whole day! yes, the j1 were having their orientation still and that meant that there was more and more shouting from the kids. i love it most when mrs low give that expression and she rolling her eyes! thats what makes our j2 life more endurable and more bearable.

afterschool was the best because i didnt go home straight!

went to subway..

with RUBEN!

its a long time since i have seen ruben and its a joy to have seen him! yeah(: i love it most when during tuition we laugh it all out with murali. everything is like so mundane without him murali and nicole. yes, nicole, i miss you as much. you were supposed to be with us as well but we understand, work's more impt(: hope to meet up with you soon!(:

okay, and now, i shall be a awesome j2 student who is prepared to be studious and start on my china studies research paper! tata people!

28th Jan 2010

2010-01-28T04:02:00.000-08:00

here i am today. oh well. perhaps, i'm not in the best of moods.

went to SGH yesterday to have my backbone checked. i thought i could just do some bracing. to cut the whole story short, yes, i needed a operation. thank goodness i changed it to march. if i had confirmed it on february, i would probably be too shocked. moreover, its the chinese new year period. oh well. 7 days in hospital + 7 days at home.

1st day of school today for owy and all the other kids that took O levels last year. Met Franco today morning and i am so happy he's walking to school with me! so nice to talk to someone from PHS again. i love PHS. Franco is cool too because he's always planning and being my nice junior since some time ago! hahahhah!

cried in CSE class. i was just so worried i cant take the A levels with my class. i dont want to retake anything again. i hope my operation goes well and i can continue with my A levels. and i have to declare that mrs sukir and mr lester lim are super good teachers! i am so thankful to have them(:

homed with franco today and i think it kind of reminded me of my J1 period. i cant imagine that amount of stress that i have to go through and all the PW thing. thank goodness its done and over with! saw julia today too and dear julia, i missed you loads loads loads! love you dear(:

shall take my rest for the day and stop thinking. see you guys tomorrow! BYE(:

24th Jan 2010

2010-01-24T03:58:00.000-08:00

alright. this is basically how i feel like now. i think most of the people feel this way. i never hated school so much when i was in PHS. i didnt really took any MCs before coz i simply cant bear to miss school. today is so different. How i hope i can take MCs for many many days, in fact. everyday. The thought of simply going to school makes me feel like puking. homework and revision are my life now. i have to do all these and yet i am not because i am simply tired of YJ life. i need some divine help to pull me through, i swear.

another 5 more days before i can take a break again. i am so waiting for chinese new year so that i can have a long holiday. i am growing fat, so fat that i cant wear alot of clothes including the ones i bought for chinese new year. now, i have to do shopping AGAIN):

to all my friends who are on the verge of giving up:

my dears, this is a long road yet short road. it is a tough and difficult journey. its like some torture chamber of your life. i am suffering there too but hold on and continue to pray because we are hoping to look for a brighter future k! and i'll be there if you need most imptly, if you need someone to confide in, just give me a ring ya. Take care and jiayous!

23rd Jan 2010

2010-01-23T01:07:00.000-08:00

omgomg, its like song long since i have posted something up on the blog simply because i have simply no time and too tired to do anything like this. gosh, its means one week nearer to A levels. i feel so stressed and so horrible. I HATE SCHOOL!

anyway, here's some new stuf that i have to update you all!

here the PLA suit for you, all CSE students

the CSE booth for YJ's open house

abigial trying to put her big head in

and thats me!

me and owy last week going for sermin's concert

owy

that indian woman in red spoils the picture

us in the victoria concert hall

today, we attempted to make pineapple cookies in jasmine cousin's house

jasmine cousin

jasmine's friend- vivian

pineapple tarts(:

and there so much things i want to say but simply i am too tired. i grew fatter which is ultimately horrible. i cant wear my new year clothes and i have to get new ones. and this is the reason why i have to say byebye to get new clothes. BYEBYE!(:

15th Jan 2010

2010-01-15T05:55:00.000-08:00

omg , i am so tired. but i got loads of things to say. i am so sorry because i was supposed to upload photos but i have no idea why i cant. and this, i am collecting some contacts for samuel's nemation thing and talking to julio at the same time. he said 2 super nonsensical things:

the trend of girls is- from 2007-2009 in YJC, the J1 girls have grown prettier and prettier, batch by batch
my funniness have increased from sec sch to jc

i really miss him and all his nonsense. oh well, i really hope i can see you soon after you try to build up some muscles!

my new class is 222 and my ct is ms diana. maths, ms ng. cse, pirated lim. econs, mrs sukir. gp, ms diana. i have to so stress that i love ms diana till date! she allows me to go to the toilet! and she is so understanding(: look forward to working with her this year!

school is ultimately boring with so much things to do, so much assignment to complete. i think i will have to blog lesser and lesser and lesser now. i hope i can put up the pictures soon.

i shall go and be busy now, and so, tata people!

11th Jan 2010

2010-01-11T02:45:00.000-08:00

loads of things to upload but little time. omg, this is definitely because i am super lazy during the holidays. was supposed to finish up laods of assignments but because of many reasons, i did not.

econs test tomorrow, gp time piece on thurs, maths next week, history assignments. omg, i swear j2 is overwhelming! i was so lethargic since morning and being in school is ultimately horrible because today is the release of the o level results.

I GOT AN A2 FOR MY ENGLISH LANGUAGE!

have to thank samuel loads for all the guidance and the cool english lessons. thanks loads!

more importantly, nicole thanks for the nice gift and simply being there with me. love ya lots!

222 is my ctg now and they are my classmates last year. nice to see them again after a 2 months break. oh well, i hope things get a little better this year and i hope i will work hard. oops, i mean, i pray i have the incentive and motovation to work hard.

while i came back from school, saw orange and it totally made me feel much much worse because i know we avoiding each other. sometimes, thinking about it makes me feel so guilty that i dont even dare to face him. its alright. i shall continue to pray.

yes and i just came back from thailand and have loads of pictures waiting for me to upload. shopped alot alot and spent loads too. i will share it with you guys soon and i hope its really, soon. shall have my dinner before i start on my assignments!

take care and see ya people!(:

5th Jan 2010

2010-01-05T05:09:00.000-08:00

today is pretty boring because this is my schedule:

had putu mayam for breakfast
packed my cupboard
read the newspaper
napped
ho's tuition
blog
sleep

i really cant wait for tomorrow. i hope i can shop till i drop!(: haha!

and i have to thank my awesome uncle because he gave each of us $100 to spend! THANKS LOADS(:

till i come back, see ya people!

4th Jan 2010

2010-01-03T17:37:00.000-08:00

hey all! how's your last few days of holidays before school's starting soon? spent yesterday doing alot of things which really tire me out much. morning was pilates and i rushed down for the funeral of my grandaunt. it was my first time with a buddhist funeral. would say nothing much but- grandaunt, rip.

cabbed home and prepared to go for michelle's BBQ. i accidentally slept for about half and hour because i really cant take it anymore. i was really horribly tired. cabbed down again to michelle's house.

started bringing maki to play in the playground

letting him play on the swing

and on the see saw

and i can see that wen hyock loves maki alot(:

climbing up that 'rockwall'

the prawns were really fresh and sweet

fatty pork with their korean sauce

kimchi, OF COURSE

pineapples and chicken wings

I REALISED THAT PINEAPPLES WHEN BBQ, ARE AWESOME!

maricel and michelle's 2 sister bbq-ing

yesterday was kind of well spent doing all the familt matters. omg, its like so many things are happeening and its so fast. what more important is, i have to go back to that horrible school next week. oh dear, i just simply cant wait to go to bangkok with my cousins.

alright. i will be meeting my cousin AGAIN later for a movie. its kind of nice to be so close to your cousins. hahah! shall go for my piano lesson now and go for movies later.

enjoy yourself too!

TATA(:

01 Jan 2010

2010-01-01T07:07:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2010 FOLKS!(:

HAPPY 17TH CHRISTOPHER TANG!

went to jasmine cousin's house for some fun and joy! omg, its kind of unexpected and cool! was supposed to watch avatar with cousins and the korean relatives. oh well, everything was like booked so early so we had to gather at her house..

here's what happened!

jasmine preparing dinner

the 4 young ones playing cards

me playing with clison!

he loves the computer

typical boy right? ahha!

the spaghetti jasmine cooked

the yellowish thing is the cheese i added for myself!

see how we are enjoying this rare meal

peiling

and we played cards AGAIN!

wen yi and ji young

see how wen yi is enjoying herself

see how horrible jasmine is, trying to confine clison in a place!

and i deceided to dognap maki

and here's our lovely group photo

and BYEBYE!

and thats like kind of what we did for the whole afternoon and evening till dad fetch us home. there's like so much things that are so unpleasant that are happening around us now and i hope things will be better as the year pass by.

and i cant believe that school is starting again.. ultimate boredom!

till we meet again, goodnight!

28th Dec 2009

2009-12-28T02:59:00.000-08:00

this was exactly how i feel now.

i wish there is just one night, i can sleep in peace. i pray.

27th Dec 2009

2009-12-26T22:32:00.000-08:00

alright. now my mm and sister are out, i am so alone at home. simply because i dont want to go to orchard again. ive been going out to ochard recently and im so tired because you see thing yet cant buy. ultimate torture. haha. so i shall post up the photos of the christmas party at michelle's house:

doughnuts that we bought

pizza from michelle and mcwings from the korean boy

lovely group photo of everyone

second shot

3rd shot!

prizes prepared by michelle for bingo

christmas tree with all the exchange gifts ready

owy and ji yong(sounds like that)

jasmine cousin entertaining clison

the jasmines- cousin and cousin's friend

the second shot(:

here's my bingo sheet

michelle was the host and we all were playing

she has this awesome machine on her hand

it feels like going throught 4d, haha!

busy analysing their papers

michelle getting ready for the gift exchange

auntie revealing her lucky number for gift exchange

here are all the photos with the prize winner and giver:

here's just clison looking so excited(:

see his smile!

clison's awesome reaction

the children in clison's cute room

wen hyock dolling up tiger and pooh for the festive celebrations

he loves taking photos too!

ji yong takes photo for us!

another one!

and that was the end of the party when most of the adults have to go back to work. fun! i have to say, michelle was a awesome and planed host! thank loads for your invite(:

pilates today morning was fun because i attempted to use my stomach muscles. i really need to start toning up soon before i balloon up. and i have to declare that i love the fried rice i cooked myself! yeah! i cooked for owy and mum today(: 3 claps for wenyan, i feel so proud of myself! haha(:

shall think of what i need to do now. maybe i should start reading some econs materials? no idea. i just cant wait to go to bangkok. 11 more days to bangkok!((:

byebye!

26th Dec 2009

2009-12-24T09:10:00.000-08:00

heyhey! i am back from malaysia but was too busy so nothing was posted up on this blog.

came back from malaysia on wed. thursday was our family christmas party and friday was christmas party at michelle's house. i shall post up the photos of the genting trip first ya?(:

20th Dec we set off

GUESS WHAT?! I SAW XIAO MIN!!

i look so decent in this big chair

the chair was so big no wonder the fat actor can sit on it!

santa and santarina in genting
the weird thing about this santa is- he was wearing a super ugly mask inside his beard

went to pizza hut for lunch cum dinner at about 4

and i just cant wait to eat but owy made me take loads of photos

i swear it was like half price from singapore- good deal!

when we got into out superior deluxe room

owy, me, mummy

the 2 super single beds

this should tell you that we are in first world!

2nd day was so cold and the mist was so bad, we cant see anything

we braved the cold weather to take this photo

so we went down to KL

and owy claimed this is a super nice and artistic shot

this was for lunch at berjaya times square

i can safely say, this is the best food that we have eaten for this trip!

tea time at secret recipe

omg, its about S$3 for a piece of horribly huge cake and coffee

i dont even think pasar malam give such good deals

i have no idea why people park in this place

try spotting cars in those bushes!

went to chinatown to shop

owy and me when the streets were empty

went back around this time by monorail

the station's name is cool!

me and mum while waiting for our bus back to genting

while i was having my supper, this cute kid smiled at me and played with me

doesnt he look like he's wishing like an angel?(:

3rd day's buffet breakfast

we totally fasted on orange and owy did this ugly thing

went on to KL again due to horrible weather up there

sungei wang

secret recipe again!
.. since it was so cheap

back to berjaya times square to take this photo

went back to genting and played snow world about 10.30pm
look at my specs!

me and mum

3rd day spent bowling

this pic is super weird! hahh, i love it!

before we come back to singapore, we decide to try eating ice cream in the cold!

this was outside 1st world hotel

and last but not least, here's all that i bought in malaysia

dress $16

pink shirt $10

Shoes $8/pair

Belt $16.50

Bag $11.50

i am so proud of myself for getting everything ready for chinese new year! i have quite some photos from the 2 christmas parties and i thought i would post them up soon because the photos are still with owy. there's so much things to complain but just dont know how to start off with.

MOST IMPORTANTLY, I CANT WAIT TO GO TO GRANDMA'S HOUSE BECAUSE SHE IS MAKING TANG YUAN FOR US. AND CANT WAIT FOR THE MOVIES NEXT FRIDAY WITH COUSINS AND ALL!

BEFORE I FORGET:

MERRY HAPPY AWESOME CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND HAVE A WONDERFUL AND FRUITFUL YEAR AHEAD!

shall go off and fry my rice and have lunch. till then, tata people!

19th Dec 2009

2009-12-19T00:54:00.000-08:00

i am back! a little free-ier now because i didnt go to grandma's house today. went for ho, packed my stuff and slept for the day.

bought a dress from 313 yesterday and i think its cool. cost me only $26 and i hope it doesnt shrink or something when i wash it. i am so proud of myself! hahaha!

i am going to malaysia tomorrow so see ya folks!

16th Dec 2009

2009-12-16T06:24:00.000-08:00

Its wednesday and that marks my 3rd last day at work. 2 more days and i will have to miss the children.

anyway, went to orchard on sunday with aunty and family to take photos with clison:

i know i am really lazy but i am so so so tired i have no mood to talk more. i just want to have more sleep and have more fun. yes, children are fun, but it has become a responsibility and a routine for me. i cant wait for my genting trip.

i better sleep now, or i would probably talk rubbish to the children tomorrow. nights(:

12th Dec 2009

2009-12-12T00:00:00.000-08:00

omg today is pretty boring and pathetic

wake up and had a egg tart
went for ho's tuition
accompanied grandma to market
lunch
slept
piano lesson
grandma house
sleep

i thought i could go shopping or something but because of the piano lesson. argh): i am so so so bored that i came here to blog.

thank you for wasting your time in my blog(:

BYEBYE(:

10th Dec 2009

2009-12-10T03:39:00.000-08:00

alright! im back. didnt post too much because i am too tired that i came back to rest and sleep only. shall let my pictures talk again!(:

met with sec school clique

adelene and clarissa

joanna and mimi

anadee

we celebrated joanna's birthday!

xinjing and reshma

its their last day today in etonshouse so all the best and it was fun working with you guys!

went for someone's wedding on sunday

me and owy!

this cute girl

mum's cousin's daughter! she gave me a little something

i look a litle more decent in this one!

went with weiling(:

went to etonhouse this whole week and i think its super cool! i love the kids. no idea when i leave them next week, i probably be so so so sad. hahah!

met my clique and that was because KEQIN IS GOING TO THE ARMY THIS SATURDAY! omg, its really fast, we are all 18 and the boys are going in to army really quick. i love them and its joanna's birthday today so HAPPY 18TH JOANNA!

joanna, you are always just so simple yet so jumpy and so happy. thanks for cheering up our days always and making us so happy. cant wait to meet you again and i hope i can see you in thailand! take care(:

last but not least, before i sign off, my favourite boy:

ISAAC!(:

take care and i will update soon!(:

5th Dec 2009

2009-12-03T00:34:00.000-08:00

childcare attachment at etonhouse

sophia who's awesomely cute

isaac who's my favourite boy
he gave me a kiss!(:

sophia is always entertaining me in all ways

set up the christmas tree

thought it was easy but it was a tough job man, i swear

the end product which is pretty

drinking milk

zee the super clever one

isaac trying to sweep the floor
note that the broom is taller than him

the kid's sleeping time

kai heng drew me

i didnt know i look like that

went for council camp from tues to wed

dorothy on one of the stations

after having macs at 2+ am, went back to play blackjack
gimhwa was seriously mad at me! i tried my best okay! hahha

indian poker at about 5+ am

clement only woke up then! hahah

look at his sleepy face

and we love council!(:

maybe this is the last time i will be going for council. no need to worry to meet orange, no need for any sadness because ms lim and ms chong had left. yeah. they are not longer in council which is now haunted by the other 2 weird people. i dont like them. shall not name them because their name simply pollutes my blog.

as usual no matter in GB or council, everything seems to be going down and nothing much of a improvement. its getting sadder to look at whats happening now and the lame excuses of the kids now. i seriously pray for them- to grow up.

came back from camp with a fever and had mc which means that i missed thursday at etonhouse. i miss isaac then! hes so lovely huggable. love you kids at etonhouse. sophia, zee, yui, you all simply make my day.

just came back from tuition and getting ready for my piano lesson soon.

take care and enjoy your sat! BYEBYE!

28th Nov 2009

2009-11-28T06:37:00.000-08:00

everything is alright. but not in the best of moods. had been pretty busy with all the volunteer commitments and my school work. next week is gonna be worse with a attachment. haha. but anyway, i miss my cousins and i want to go on a movie date with them. i swear i will plan a great one!(:

kallang yesterday

owy claimed she took this pic which was angled very well...

me, owy, grandma

me and my sister loves shadow shots

camwhoring on the way to indoor stadium

waiting for the buddhist performance thing

look how boring this crew member is

apparently, he slacked in one corner playing his psp

and i have been at suntec with mercy relief for the 2 days

selling to raise funds

here's a nice tent, a big and pretty one
FOR SHOW

we blowed loads of balloons

and played with clison today before coming back(:

i was thinking on the bus, if i have to leave and i have this last person to talk to, i would really want to talk to someone i would not tell you who(: pretty emotional and so embarrasing that i cried in the bus. oh dear, i hope no one saw.

abigial jessie and their ocip team is going to vietnam so gonna give them all the blessing under the sun and all the hardwork that they have to go through. well, jessie will be a great help but abi, we probably have to think twice. i think she would probably sit there and enjoy herself under some shade. oh well, its just her- bimbotic and horrible. ahhaha.

super tired now and so, tata people!

26th Nov 2009

2009-11-26T07:02:00.000-08:00

alrights. today is a pretty emotional day in school becasue chinrong started all the anti yj feelings in me. haha. then was grandma who was said- trust between husbands and wifes is just so important. no idea why, but i just teared. so many things that is happening that seems to overwhelm me. oh well. anyway, here are some updates that you guys are longing for(:

mum's worked for 26 years, bravo!

look at how attentive sophie is during maths

i was standing and playing with the chair

syahril standing and sophie, once again

shona who slept throughout maths

the 2 horrible boys

they attempted to take photos of themselves with MY phone

and here's the different races in singapore

attempting to act cute

looking retarded

no idea what they were doing, maybe just bored

never expected ruiling to do this, haha

well, maybe they think this was artistic?

jialing and shona

take 2

ms ng and shona

maths class who was present today

chinrong who gave shona this BLACK chocolate

and we had a heart to heart talk and lunch together

love ya guys loads laods

and my dear shona, i sure am going to miss you coz you are just so lively and so nice to me. always being there to cheer me up and to encourage me. Small but always so powerful. glad that you have made your choice to pursue your dreams and i wish you all the best. no idea what else to say, but simple, i miss you and thank you for loving me(:

and chinrong, no worries. keep praying and im sure God have better plans for you heh? no matter what choice or decision you end up with, we'll be there for you. so no worries about the nonsense and the rubbish that is going because that goes to show how retarded and ignorant those people are. take care and i hope today was a fruitful session for you too!

school is tortorous and finally, today's the last day of school. had so much things to do with my attachments coming up and also my volunteer programs as well as the revision and holiday assignments. i cant wait to get myself busy and most importantly,

I WANT TO GO FOR COUNCIL CAMP. MISS ALL THE PEOPLE THERE AND ALL THE JOY THAT I HAVE.

i am praying that mum allows me to go..

got to wake up early tomorrow so nights people(:

24th nov 2009

2009-11-24T04:48:00.000-08:00

alright it is a happy tuesday because it was a fruitful day! went to school for maths cse and history. all were fine and cool coz there was ruiling which makes me feel like studying and doing more work. she does influence me. ahha! i think the only thing i influence her is to get the wanton soup from the canteen. oh dear, i feel like such a glutton!

went with sis and grandma to SSC

walked to np to find mum and nicole

never taken such a photo in my neighbourhood so decided to give it a shot

owy's turn

here she goes again

and she said, she wants to take photo with the pretty me!

we loved the coconut trees

bought some pants for my work attachment. i hope its going to be super fun. have not received the information from mercy relief and i hope i can be of some help to them soon. oh well(:

its a quick blog because i am going to watch my show and wait for mum to make fruit juice for me(:

BYEBYE!

22 Nov 2009

2009-11-22T04:39:00.001-08:00

was out shopping from orcahrd to far east with owy and weiling yesterday and my legs are aching very very badly now. oh dear, i hate this man. and i swear, i will never spend so much time on shopping unless i got something i need to get. but i have to admit this physical torture is much much better than the maths that i have to brave through.

really wanted to share these stuff with you guys, hope that you all enjoy your day!

awesome formation- the beauty of nature

this is definitely not a good day to surf, haha.

and like it mentioned above, it is horribly scary
maybe that's why we should always thank god(:

i swear i will never do such things in my life

and i would never be so brave

time that we should worry and fear for our lifes

and this shows clearly that, its time to die

this would simply turn me crazy seriously

so much of things happen that i have no idea whether i should be happy or sad with myself. everything remains the same, and i stand by what i promise.

enjoy quite some songs now by bowling for soup. realised the songs are quite meaningful and nice(: people enjoy yourself before school starts again tomorrow!

BYEBYE!

21th Nov 2009

2009-11-20T18:37:00.000-08:00

went back to northview yesterday for the 15th aniversary celebrations. met luiza and sharon which was like so funny. went for the main ceremony in the hall. everything had changed. so much so, its like another school. anyway, i have left the school for 6 years already so that explains my blurness.haha. went to classrooms after that and enjoyed ourselves in the primary school environment. love the sink, reading corner, the colourful tables and chairs. everything was like so perfect unlike what we have now. its was simply- WONDERFUL(:

anyway, most importantly,

HAPPY 18TH MY DEAR NICOLE

KNEW YOU SINCE LIKE P1 AND ITS BEEN A LOVELY 12 YEARS. YOU WERE LIKE SO FAT LAST TIME AND SO PRETTY NOW. ALTHOUGH THINGS HAVE CHANGED SO SO SO MUCH, LOVE YA MUCH STILL! SHALL NOT SAY MORE BECAUSE, I WILL SEE YOU SOON(: FINISH YOUR LAST PAPER AND WE SHALL ENJOY! TAKE CARE(:

off for shopping with sister and cousin at orchard, bye!

19th Nov 2009

2009-11-19T05:07:00.000-08:00

okay today is a horrible day because i am in quite a bad mood. i have no idea why, but yes. i think its because of my menses. computer was lagging and i was like so agitated over that. but these pictures do make me happy:

coincidences do happen in the world.

i hope i meet orange accidentally. haha(:

18th Nov 2009

2009-11-18T05:20:00.000-08:00

went shopping with weiling and owy after school today. lets start off with school today:

maths: as usual but i think i am starting to enjoy a little of maths

history: i simply love history, i love mrs low

Econs: Chong was lecturing and i miss aminah loads. i want aminah back.

owy went chalet yesterday and suddenly i felt my room was empty and so unsafe. turned in with grandma instead. haha. and shopping with them was kind of fun. owy have just gotten her contacts and she has a little problem putting that piece of thing into her eye. mum as if i want to get contacts too but, look at me, do you think i will ever get?(: ahha! weiling got coloured contacts!

went to bugis street to get owy's shoes and came back. its some white shoes which are pretty nice. went to diana's work place and i think her boss is really strict man!

anyway, i have got nothing better to do now and i think its time for me to find something to do, something more fruitful.

and off i go so, bye world!(:

16 Nov 2009

2009-11-16T01:27:00.000-08:00

WENYAN IS PROMOTED TO J2(:

just came back from school which was pretty torturous because its out fateful day. oh dear- results. haha. great to know my one year was not spent in vain. a little happy, a little not. why? orange is not there to share the joy with me. oh well.

anyway, here are some long awaited photos!

Grandpa's birthday 09

Clison!

look at his grumpy face and i had much difficulty carrying him!

finally smiled when uncle carried him(:

the thing clison loved best- fan(:
the only way to make him happy

looking at my hair shows you how much effort i had put in to tackle this little thing!

my family with grandma and granddad

uncles and aunties and their mum and dad
notice where clison is sitting(:

group photo- our family

singing happy birthday

blowing out the candles with all his might

enjoying himself with the comfortable pram

look at his spiky hair!

GB 4E5N GRADUATION:

emcees- minwei and denise

cherades ( Amanda )

Ms Lim trying to poison the kid with her lollipop finger! haha

the super cute girl of ms helen tan

ms lim teaching violence to the kid

Sec Ones with graduates

Sec 2s with graduates

Sec 3s with graduates

dorothy, denise, me

me and clarice

jozzy

amanda

bernice ho

sarah, eunice, pauline, vivien, kuen kuen

qianning

laura and bernice

4E5N with the officers and Teachers

failed jump shot with stupid bernice who didnt jump at all!

alright. yesterday was a happy yet sad day. congrats to ms lim for her wedding with this winston. hope you have a blissful marriage(: and i was thinking the whole night. what am i living for? to earn money and wait to die?

my wish is simply to walk down the aisle with the man i love- but the chances seem minimal now. at least, i attempted to smile yesterday.

BYE(:

13th Nov 2009

2009-11-13T06:20:00.000-08:00

MY SISTER IS GOING TO TEACH JAPANESE (CONVERSATIONAL/FOUNDATION) FOR $7/HOUR

anyone who is interested, please contact me through my tagboard or my email at wenyan_bubbles@hotmail.com

i am horribly horribly tired and angry and frustrated and irritated and horrified with the disgusting and ugly school, yj. i hate it so much i feel like burning it down. omg, penguins and gays deserve to die. argh. supposed to be packing for my taman trip now but here i am finding people to take over. i am not going anymore and it is all because of some lame excuse from my school.

thank goodness owy went shopping with me and made a little happier. lot 1 and westmall. shopping is like the ultimate cure now. to shift my mind off orange and results and now, this irritating disgusting school. yup.

i shall be off and think of what to wear tomorrow.

12th Nov 2009

2009-11-12T03:18:00.000-08:00

OMG I HATE YJ AND THE STUPID GAY! YOU THINK GOING TO SCHOOL MAKES US SMART AND GOOD, YOU THINK WE ARE HAPPY TO BE UNDER YOU, GAY. CAUSED US SO MUCH TROUBLE. MAYBE YOU SHOULD SIMPLY GO TO THE NEUROLOGIST. YOUT MOUTH IS NOT LINKED TO THE BRAIN. HATE YOU!

was so happy trying pack my stuff and prepare for taman when the stupid gay say we cant go. its like so last minute. return us all the money and effort lah. feel like throwing you down from the highest building and burn you to death. but again, youre too fat, i cant even life you. too dirty i dont even feel like touching you. eeks. away from my life, you demon.

11 Nov 2009

2009-11-11T04:28:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 18TH KENNEDY KOH

thanks for always being there for me and i hope you can do well and be the top scorer k! take care and love ya bro!

HAPPY 17TH BRYAN NG

youre the awesome junior and i'll never forget you. life is like that. take it easy and i'll be there to

listen to you. just give me call okay(: take care!

HAPPY 17TH TERRY NG

although you all irritate me, life would be boring without you! thank you for spicing up my life(: all the best for OP!

hi world, i am back.

simply had no mood yesterday to blog so here i am today because i have some interesting photos to show: so here it goes:

tuesday, Yj gave us a swimming pool.

samuel with my jacket

his turban- omg i would like a son like him!

and i scratched comilili's hand and she wiped her blood on me
i am currently worried for myself- not sure whether she got HIV(:

3 of them watching some porn- even ruiling is caught in action!

me and sophie changed specs

she with her specs and bring proud of it

samuel who is super funny- like a trishaw puller

look at what abigial does when eating her sushi

she dug out all ingredients and ate the rice- saving the best for the last

School today was fun because there was debates for Econs and ladies and gentlemen, i was the chairperson. haha. a biased one at that(:

and that's it. oh wells, school is a total bore but it is kind of good because i am simply lazy and the timetable is totally slack. helped some groups with PW and i am very worried for them now. all i can do is to start praying.

the most funny thing that happened today was when i was talking to franco. i told him i needed to pray to all the gods in the world for my results and he said i will have problems with the chinese and indian ones. i thought he was going to say about language and how i am lousy in chinsese but he said there is too many. so maybe i can just prayer to the ssgt. then all combine forces, maybe ill pass. load of bullshit but i really miss all the nonsense in phs. like since last year was horrible.

god bless me.

09 Nov 2009

2009-11-09T06:11:00.001-08:00

NOW I SHALL DECLARE MYSELF THE HEALTHIEST PERSON AND BEING H1N1 FREE!

i just came back from the doctors, but no worries people, im super fit and healthy and jumpy! got my h1n1 jab and it just make me feel safe. hahha. went with grandma and mum leaving owy at home. owy cant go because she is still not 18 yet. too bad!

school was okay today econs was a disaster when me comilili and syahril attempted to teach the class about the macro economics nonsense. we just crapped the way through and obviously it did not work. haha.

met juin li and went to settle the taman stuff. got the excuse letters and also got the alumni shirt for chris tang, zongqin and myself! met mr hui and as usual, he was super funny and entertaining. love PHS to the core. hate my school now. oh dear.

came home in afternoon and sermin and gang came to my house to settle pw. oh well, was in such nonsense last year. gosh, i can clearly remember the times when we camped in my house and all the late nights that we spent together. love my pw mates(:

okay. shall stop here and watch my television now so tata people!

8th Nov 2009

2009-11-08T05:49:00.000-08:00

today is the faithful day where i was supposed to all burnt out, stressed up and be worried and anxious. my classmates and friends are mugging hard at this period of time with A levels starting tomorrow. to m dear friends, i will continue to pray for you guys and to hope that you will do well and get into the course that you want. i am grateful for friends around me who have helped me through the tough times last year and i think its time i give you a pat on your shoulders, give you a big hug and say, thank you and youre awesome.

adelene tan, nicole, yanling, yinxiu, julia qianying, regina: you all better study hard now and play with me soon okay! life is like so bored without you guys. i am like so rotting.

and talking about examinations, o levels is coming to an end in about a week's time? oh yeah, which means freedom for owy! haha. which also means more people to entertain and talk to me! i am really bored and lonely out there now.

take care, the people around me(:

Goodnights(:

8th Nov 2009

2009-11-07T18:38:00.000-08:00

hello world, im back again today to enjoy this pictures with you guys. didnt manage to put this up because i was simply too tired yesterday.

morning was cool and i went for GB. there is some camp craft lessons going on and i was supposed to guide the sec ones for field cooking. well, the experience was quite good because most of them have done it before in council trainings or what ever not.

sec ones who are super super cute

and here they are cooking mee and luncheon meat!

the nice kind soul like me bought chicken ABALONE noodles for them k!
this is kassandra trying to attempt her sunny side up

after which, sat around and enjoyed their meal

joy trying to light up her solid fuel

sec 3s were doing BBQ

mandi and rachel enjoying their satay

their product, which probably caused cancer around the world! haha(:

and mandi forced me to take a picture of her, hahaha(:

the end products of the sec2s(:

and in thr afternoon, owy and me were preparing for grandfathers birthday and waiting for uncle to fetch us(:

first time taking photo under our block

we found that cool so we took again

went to collect the buffet items here

the pastries from chocolate cake house

vegetarian curry

the buffet items below:

owy and weiling talking about their o lvls paper

the uncles unite!

the fat blue one is my dad by the way(:

dad's first attempt with clison

second attempt with clison

and look at his tortured face! haha

alrights, the rest of the photos are with my uncle so this it for today. i cant wait to put up all the cute photos of clison. had quite some fun time but he was pretty 'mang zhang' yesterday so it was quite scary. haha.

so tired that i woke up late today morning so oh wells, i had to skip pilates class today. i hope i dont get fat(: hahah!

okay. i shall go and do some maths, MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT...

BYE WORLD(:

5th Nov 2009

2009-11-05T04:05:00.000-08:00

school today is super boring as usual but a LITTLE more interesting as compared to the rest of the days. Went to school myself today since dad wants to sleep in a little later. saw jiale and went to school with him. i realised he's quite a funny person. omg, i love his way of cracking a joke. thoroughly enjoyed the trip to school!

and here's the scary part. aminah's lecture. perhaps she was having pms or something but she was horribly fierce today. she screamed at everyone, including fatlicia for going to the toilet. oh dear, poor girl.

maths was a little more interesting because i love this topic a little more so i think that sparked my little bit of interest left for maths. haha. plus , ms ng was pretty reasonable these few days and so, i was kind of happy today. i'd be glad if i had a son like samuel. such a lovely friend!

when we realised cse was cancelled and we wanted to go home, samuel attempted to lock us in and here comilili tried to shoo him away with the broom. i think this is an awesome shot! hahah(:

went to foodcourt and this super unhealthy girl ate this disgusting plate of thing. omg, pig's intestines, RECTUM(the place where shit comes out), and the super fatty joshua meat!

went to cold storage later on, walked and walked and saw this mat kimchi which was probably meant for the mat- syahril? thats for calling me and comilili a bitch pair!

and we spotted this too which is weird- 'baik kimchi'

after spending loads of time at cold storage shopping for food, decided to hop home and headed to the interchange. omg, while we were standing at the 39 queue, this weird old man with this colourful wig and some chinese people in the front was walking around. omg, now i realised yishun interchange is a pretty threatening place.

came home and ate with mum and sister. yes, mum was home because she was too sick to report to work. but after that she brought me to paragon for my medical appointment. was at the mrt station when i saw clement and he sent weird messages to me and kept saying that i was weird and made him laugh. I AM NOT WEIRD I AM PRETTY OKAY! and saw jozzy too(:

settled some stuff in toa payoh and yio chu kang and homed. market with sister just now and i thought sometimes, i feel happy just walking with her to the market. enjoyable trip.

in conclusion, today was a great day. joy to the world!(:

5th Nov 2009

2009-11-04T02:35:00.000-08:00

yay congratulations to myself.

i have gotten a work atachment at a childcare- eton house. heard that it is quite a prestigious and expensive school so this is like the only chance that a poor person like me can step in. oh dear, i heard 2 more people are on the same attachment as me and i wonder if i can communicate well with them. i cant wait to wear the formal kind of clothes which perhap, make me look a little more profesional? haha. cant wait for the days where i have children all around me and i being a teacher, omg i am so excited. although i have heard how tiring such teachers can be, i know i love this job and i appreciate this offer. the one thing that it lacks is, i wont get any pay.

school was okay today and pretty mundane as usual. the best thing that happened today was a super nice rainbow that i have spotted while im on the bus. rare and awesome rainbow. aminah's lecture was entertaining as well and ended with some lame cse class. love mr lim because he's simply funny to the max. yes, i love my combination now except for ______ (fill in the blank yourself). friday's going to be super happy day because i only have one lesson. which is super super great! alright. enough of my nonsense!

A levels is coming and so many of the dear people around me are taking this ultimate challenge. for those who do not know, it is thousand times worse than studying for your O levels so please do not try JC life unless you dare to. haha. so, my dear friends, take it easy, dont stress and i know you can do it. will keep you guys in my prayers(:

before i end, anyone with some nice music score please volunteer to lend me okay? i am very in need of personal entertainment. BYEBYE(:

3rd Nov 2009

2009-11-02T21:54:00.000-08:00

hi world!

went to school early today simply because of comilili. comilili, you better be thankful that i went early just for you okay! i could have slept and enjoy myself at home hor!

samuel doing the OP slides

zhixin spotted me but thank god i was quick!

jessie's group was doing question and answers

terry slacking away

shona sleeping in maths class

after CSE went with diana syahril terry and joshua to macs

this is super fun and entertaining and i think they should have these stuff more often!

alrights. school today was alright. still think that life in PHS was better because _____________. i shall keep this to myself(: ms wong just told me syahril and abigial that me abi and joshua was nominated as the ugliest handwriting in the whole staffroom. omg, when she said that, my heart nearly dropped lah. i thought she was going to say that we suddenly dropped and failed econs. thank god.

i will be going for ho's tuition later and i cant wait to come back home again. wanted to go swimming because i know at this time, orange will not be there and i can swim at ease and i can exercise as well. hhaha. i cant wait to swim again. like how i have promised adelene tan, i will be slim one day. i will be super healthy too!(:

shall go and do more nonsense now, TADA!

2nd Nov 2009

2009-11-02T06:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENYAN!(:

a little celebration from my family :

Manhattan-ed at northpoint

fried mushroom stuff

some whitebait thing which i dont think is nice

fish and chips

we are like totally amazed at this stunt lah!

this man was cooking the prawn IN FRONT OF US((:

and this is the seafood platter for 2

dad, me and owy

mum me and owy

this is just a photo to show my fatty daddy(:

thanks for the treat!

and here's a surprise from my dad. really nice and thoughtful but embarrasing at the same time. ahha. enjoy!

it was a pretty boring birthday having to spend it at home alone with grandma. stepped into the singapore pools outlet and i felt so happy about it(: waiting for owy to come home and she was sad. so in the end no one to talk to me. dad came back and the house was noisy as ever. watched some movies and went to northpoint for dinner. manhattan's awesomely nice! try it people(;

thanks everyone for wishing me and ade for your sweet and lovely present.

at least i did not make the wrong choice yesterday(:

I AM FINALLY 18!

1 Nov 2009

2009-11-01T00:31:00.000-07:00

okay people! its a day to my birthday! HINTHINT! haha(:

alrights. theory paper yesterday was horrible and terrible and every negative things that you can think of. i cant do the first and second question. third question was alright and i simply dont even know some definition question. oh dear, this is the time where i should really spend the day in church- only the deities and gods and help me pass. oh dear.

grandma house yesterday was fine. i was talking to alot of older people. the fact that i have to listen to them speak in teochew was simply a horror. i am really amazed at how although me and my grandparents dont have a common tongue, we can still communicate. the way we look at each other with blur looks, and how we tried so hard to speak each other's language. wenyan will learn teochew and hokkien one day(:

pilates this morning was quite fun but tiring. exercises were great and i so realise that i needed to do more exercise. i am getting fat and unhealthy and worse of all, getting lazy. not a very good things thats happening but no worries world, i am controlling myself. i am going to cut down on all the excess fats in me.

i cant wait for someone and something to happen. i hope it does. i am praying hard. i just want to be contented. thats all(:

31st Oct 2009

2009-10-30T19:10:00.001-07:00

this is the day.

my last exam paper.

my music theory.

cant wait for it to be over!!

people please pray that i pass it with flying colours and so i dont have to take such nonsense anymore! should be studying now so ta-ta people!

2009-10-28T23:26:00.000-07:00

didnt update my blog for quite some time because i was simply lazy and tired at the same time. hahah! anyway, this is the week where the seniors slack and the juniors will have to do some rushing for PW and mother tongue. joy to the world!

Here's when the poor kids are rushing their projects:

edmund writing his script

sophie doing up the presentations slides

and the boys, totally slacking

went on to mac ritchie reservoir for jogathon and here's a simply summary!
some of the UG and first aid people(:

while the girls were warming up, me and bryan were at our duty station chatting!

anyway, things are okay these few days. shall talk about my O level english first. it was okay and i seriously hope i can do well and get a A at least. i have put in the effort and i do hope to do well for it. compo was about the importance of english language and compre was about sleeping and dreaming. when i told mum about my compre topic, she completely had faith in me because she commented that it was my expertise. hahaha!

today was funny and scary with aminah's lesson and me and zhuangyi ran to A2-02 for her lesson. was scary when she asked why i was not there. and dave, i think you are her idol now and she will remember you forever for being brain dead! haha! was jumping and horribly worried for comilili just now when aminah asked candice who she was talking to. omg, you better thank god comilili. and what i said to aaron was really true! hahahah!

my birthday is like in a few day's time and i really hope i turn 18 soon. i'm so tired and cant wait to grow old and get out of such nonsense. oh right. hint hint people!

before i end of, comilili this is specially for you. its my PW video anyway. do not laugh at me okay?(:

25th Oct 2009

2009-10-25T06:01:00.000-07:00

i need some serious prayer because its my O level english tomorrow.

i flunked it once. i do not wish to do it again. and i cannot disappoint my tutor samuel. need some divine intervention now(:

Dear WenYan,
you will do your best and strive for this paper. because you have simply spent alot of money on tuition fees. read the questions carefully and think before you try to write any nonsense k!
WenYan(:

24th Oct 2009

2009-10-23T23:10:00.000-07:00

here i am sleeping.

i am so tired these few days that i think its simply the PMS times again. i love to let my hair down, sleep the way i want and rest the way i like. sleeping is no longer a pleasure which i used to enjoy because i dreamt that i failed promos and got kicked out of school. gosh, i really have to start praying. i am so tired of waiting for something to happen.

actually i have no idea what i am talking about and so ignore me(:

byebye.

23th Oct 2009

2009-10-23T03:31:00.000-07:00

hihi! today morning was pretty boring. i waited for like 45mins with terry at the kallang sea sports centre like some total idiot with other groups of people who are like old adults.

nice scene, pretty place

outside kallang sea sports centre

and you better study hard or you shall end up doing this- clearing rubbish in sampan

at abour 8.15- 121 girls

a second shot(:

all the girls that were present from 121

WE ACTUALLY WERE CALLED CHAMPIONS, AND WE WON THE DRAGON BOAT COMPETITION SO WE WERE REAL CHAMPIONS, HAHAH(:

bussed to kallang mrt

took mrt home from there

everyone was sleeping and resting lah, tired people!

came home today and i received this invitation. i wanna go for this. its the 15th anniversary of my primary school and i am invited. i am so happy they kind of remembered me after so so so long. yeah! but now, the thing is looking for someone to go with me. so whoever got this tell me so i know i can attend it with someone. i know its gonna be boring(:

attended this briefing and course ar AMK thye hwa kuan hospital by TTSH people. its a really nice and engaging thing and im glad i volunteered there. I cant wait to serve now! hahah!

I AM SUNBURNT (A LITTLE) NOW.

I CANT WAIT TO SUNTAN.

byebye(:

22nd Oct 2009

2009-10-21T23:33:00.001-07:00

hihi! i simple had nothing spectacular about my life last few days so yeah, i didnt post anything much to save your time for reading my nonsense. haha!

Today was kind of cool when we thought it was going to be super boring. Post exam acitivities: House Bonding. I belonged to Canberra this year(:

started with captains ball which was hilarious!

waited for out turn PATIENTLY while sweating profusely

I HAVE TO DECLARE THAT ZIGUANG IS A RECKLESS DRIVER

here's me(: credits to crystal

abigial is a horrible driver

in addition to her nervousness, she needed loads of cushion to touch the pedal

comilili got scolding because she stepped too hard. HAHA!

and sophie went for a second and even a third time! haha

this morning was simply horrible and irritating because i this was what happened

dad was sending me to school when this conversation happened:

爸爸：为什么你现在一直用英语沟通呢？和妈妈用英语，也和文怡用英语。

文雁：但是我一直都用华语和你说话嘛！

爸爸：你觉得你很聪明吗？还是你觉得这样很好玩？和妈妈讲英语，转过身跟我讲华语，再跟婆婆讲广东话。

文雁：但是我还有跟你讲话与嘛！还有，我这样做可以学英语。我的英文不好。

爸爸：这个不是价值观的问题，而是耕的问题。你现在不觉得你像香蕉一样吗？外黄内白。

I simply had to blog about this because i think its too much of him to do this. What nonsense?! i have been speaking english since Sec 1 which is 6 years ago. And by telling me this now, dont you think its YOUR fault for being a useless dad? are you telling me that only after 6 years, you noticed me change? Moreover, he said eng was some commercial language. Simply because korea and japan and malaysia all speak their own language and are proud of it. Bullshit. It is their culture. And you say, you are old enough to tell me what to do. Are you trying to tell me to fool around and flirt with the opposite sex now? A married man like you? I am really angry and pissed off right now. I used to wonder why you do not come home early to play with me or simply for me to see your face. Now, i pray you dont come home so often so you dont cause so much trouble to out family. he claims that by not speaking mandarin, we will lose the family touch. ITS JUST HIM AND HIS RUBBISH. i have always respected you, and i hope you dont make me lose respect for you.

all these simply shows how a jerk he is. a horrible man that even my mum dont even bother scolding or telling him off anymore.

CONCLUSION: DO NOT BE MARRIED. DO NOT BE CLOSE WITH GUYS BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL SIMPLY A PIECE OF BULLSHIT. SO I WAS RIGHT AND IT JUST PROVES MY THEORY TRUE THAT I SHOULD NEVER GET MARRIED.

orange was just a prelude.

19th Oct 2009

2009-10-19T07:17:00.000-07:00

hi world,

here's the photo is just got from clar(:

1st row: Gerald, KeQin, Jeriel, YongPin

2nd Row: Delice, WenYan, Adelene, Clarissa

i really miss all that nonsense that we did in school, slacked and tried to play pranks on our tutors. the 4 guys are super funny and entertaining when they come together and the girls ( except for delice- gerald's gf) and anadee are always so sweet and always there. miss you all loads to the power of infinity!

bless me with all your luck and i shall go for my last promo paper tomorrow- HISTORY(:

18th Oct 2009

2009-10-18T05:56:00.000-07:00

love going to my grandma house recently and since i have nothing much better to do, i whipped up this vegetables for dinner and it was pretty much edible.

THE MOST PRODUCTIVE THING I DID WAS TO GOSSIP.

things are not much much better because i have totally no idea why too.

off to bathe and make myself feel better.

take care and bye(:

17th Oct 2009

2009-10-16T19:41:00.000-07:00

hi world(:

Its so another boring day because i am preparing to go out for tuition soon.

met up with adelene, clar, yp, jeriel, gerald and kq yesterday and it was pretty funny. although we didnt talk much, but we can see that we were trying to yeah?!(: and most importantly, rememeber out next badminton outing and the chinese new year visit okay(: love you all to bits! shall wait for clar to pass me the photos so i can post it up yeah!

didnt manage to sleep yesterday and a few days ago because i simply kept thinking about ____. i swear it was not on purpose but i just cant get that feeling away. one word- horrible. the tortoise, the smiley bear. i simply dont know what i can do. i thought you were out of my mind. maybe simply, my heart's filled by you. its like rusting inside but i just cant reverse and pretend i dont know anything. all i pray for is just one good day of sleep without you in my dream. there is only one wish i would make on my birthday and i guess it would be the only wish i wished so hard in my lifetime. i wished i can say ______ to you personally.

alright. enough of my 'emo-ness' and off i go for my routine.

BYE(:

14th Oct 2009

2009-10-14T05:13:00.000-07:00

heyhey!

i am so feeling much relieved now because the only paper i have left is history which is like next tuesday. thank god! anyway, here are some should-have-been-posted-long-ago photos:

taka with mum on sat and this cheese and bacon thing is awesome but fattening!

this was one of the best noodles i've eaten so far!

even a begger can afford this! hahah(:

today was cool because went shopping with mum and heres my new sandals(:

and owy junior's new dog! yeah(: I LOVE MY FAMILY!

anyway, yesterday was a horrible day because there was a accident under my house. lorry hit two person and i heard one of them have to amputate her legs. moreover, they i also heard from those aunties out there that they are not singaporean. oh dear. her blood was flowing everywhere throughout the whole width of the road and i was simply heart wrenching. i stood by the window, cant help but keep praying. i hope she's okay now and more importantly, i hope the story is not true. i am starting to worry looking at the way my dad drives):

shopped with mum and sister just now and it was a super enjoyable and fun trip! i love it so so so much! long time since we actually enjoyed some time out together(: bishan, ang mo kio and then back to yishun. yeah! i cant wait for my birthday to come and hint hint people, my birthday is on the 2nd Nov((: hahaha!

12 Oct 2009

2009-10-12T05:06:00.000-07:00

today was alright. had econs and CSE paper. econs might not be that good but i hope i can pass. that goes for CSE too. note the keyword- HOPE. haha.

paper was not as tough as chemistry could get. everything was alright and i didnt feel extra stressful anyway. so today in summary, was a good day! i am supposed to be doing maths now but anyway, what's this picture for? i am supposed to keep fit after my papers! YEAH!

11th Oct 2009

2009-10-10T23:25:00.000-07:00

this is so what i am planning to do after my promos, after owy's grad night. haha! my dear friends, if you want tell me k?! cant wait for that((:

i am studying for my econs. i really hope i can ace the 2 papers tomorrow because they are my favourite subjects. so please continue praying for me k?! shall upload the nice food that i have been eating soon ya(:

had lunch with owy junior and mum at central just now and she offered to buy us each a soft toy that cost less than 50 dollars. all the way mum. i shall hope you continue to work hard so i can gain more too! external benefits that my mum gives off. ahha! but since its underconsumption of the external benefits, i shall help her to use some money to close the gap between SMB and PMB. hahahahah! THAT'S WHY IM A ECONS STUDENT(:

ALL THE WAY WENYAN!

10th Oct 2009

2009-10-10T05:35:00.000-07:00

4 more days befire a can breathe in a little more air, to be able to walk a little lighter, to be able to sleep a little better. these 2 days were simply stressful not because of the upcoming promos but just simply, i had no mood to study. nothing went in, but everything came out. i really have to pray hard for everything. i need help- divine help.

sometimes dejavoo works. and its true. how i hope i can see it tonight, know the question and be happy to sit for my paper. to make everything worse, its my second time taking the papers and moreover, i was supposed to graduate already. i was supposed to be studying at home this coming week and i have to sit for promos all over again which is super dready.

i am in my grandma's house now and i should be mugging hard but apparently, i am not. oh god, i think i really need to burn the notes and stay constipated for a week so the information can stay in there. god bless me.

i am unhappy.